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It's been a really long time since I last updated my deviantart, I want to say its because I'm so busy but the truth is I haven't been really doing much and there really isn't much to post 
. I decided to quit my job and after a few complications I finally found a new job that starts very soon. So what have I been doing the past few months, I've been working on tuxessories stuff along with my friends who are just amazing. We design and sell accessories through our website site tuxessories.net. We finally have some solid projects for cosplay this year, I'm currently working on 2 for Toycon which will be on June 18 and 19. Honestly with my past job I lost all my free time and I couldn't work on things I love.
So what does a person do when they are unemployed and very bored well they use the computer a lot. I stay online almost 24/7hahahhaha I've been rewatching a lot of old anime that I grew up with and I've been looking into some new anime that I might like. I read a lot of manga I've been doing it by artist now. I pick one artist whether yaoi or shoujo then read all their available works. Its pretty crazy but you realized that there are some artist out there that really suit your personal taste and hit your strong cords while others are just one shot wonders for you.
I got a chance to travel this summer, I went to Malaysia to meet up with my parents. While on the plane I read this article on an in flight magazine that kinda struck a cord. Apparently there is a new term for people who are unemployed that I found very amusing. The term is N.I.N.J.A. meaning No Income No Job or Assets, conclusion I was a NINJA and not the Naruto kind.
Malaysia is a beautiful country, we took our time and tried going around I even got a chance to go to the firefly park which was absolute beautiful but alas my photography skills weren't enough to take good enough pictures. I took a train to Singapore from Malaysia and went to Universal Studios. It was such a cathartic experience to ride those roller coasters. After all that stress it was exactly what the doctors order.
Anyway I'm hoping for a better year, I cant wait to start work so I won't be bum anymore. I hope to finish all my cosplay projects this year and I'm hoping to find new anime and manga to fall in love with. If you guys have any titles to recommend please do leave a comment. Thanks and till next time.
. I decided to quit my job and after a few complications I finally found a new job that starts very soon. So what have I been doing the past few months, I've been working on tuxessories stuff along with my friends who are just amazing. We design and sell accessories through our website site tuxessories.net. We finally have some solid projects for cosplay this year, I'm currently working on 2 for Toycon which will be on June 18 and 19. Honestly with my past job I lost all my free time and I couldn't work on things I love.So what does a person do when they are unemployed and very bored well they use the computer a lot. I stay online almost 24/7hahahhaha I've been rewatching a lot of old anime that I grew up with and I've been looking into some new anime that I might like. I read a lot of manga I've been doing it by artist now. I pick one artist whether yaoi or shoujo then read all their available works. Its pretty crazy but you realized that there are some artist out there that really suit your personal taste and hit your strong cords while others are just one shot wonders for you.
I got a chance to travel this summer, I went to Malaysia to meet up with my parents. While on the plane I read this article on an in flight magazine that kinda struck a cord. Apparently there is a new term for people who are unemployed that I found very amusing. The term is N.I.N.J.A. meaning No Income No Job or Assets, conclusion I was a NINJA and not the Naruto kind.
Malaysia is a beautiful country, we took our time and tried going around I even got a chance to go to the firefly park which was absolute beautiful but alas my photography skills weren't enough to take good enough pictures. I took a train to Singapore from Malaysia and went to Universal Studios. It was such a cathartic experience to ride those roller coasters. After all that stress it was exactly what the doctors order.
Anyway I'm hoping for a better year, I cant wait to start work so I won't be bum anymore. I hope to finish all my cosplay projects this year and I'm hoping to find new anime and manga to fall in love with. If you guys have any titles to recommend please do leave a comment. Thanks and till next time.
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Regrets...
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This year has quite a roller coaster of experiences for me. I finally got my first job; working in a good private school and recently I've experience the joy and pains (but mostly pains) or surviving on what you earn.
After much thought I finally submitted my letter of affirmation. In this letter you could either check whether you would like to stay for another year or decided to go to a different path. I decided that it may be my time to pursue other things so I made the decision to say no. Everyone at work was quite surprise with my decision including my boss; who in the end chose to support me.
I was given the first out of four of my rating evaluations and despite my conclusions about how disastrous my performance was I was given an excellent rating and a whole lot of positive feedback. This and the kindness and concern that I receive from my colleagues made me think twice about what I had just done. Did I make the right decision?
The ride home from work was absolute torture. The traffic gave me a lot of time to reflect upon my decision. My fear of not being able to find a better job than what I already had plagued me. Regrets still bare themselves in my head.Question like what would my parent say about my decision or what other people would think about me loomed.
Despite how we continuous tell ourselves to live life with no regrets or that we must always face our decisions we can't help but wonder and think about the What IFs.
Whether or not I made the right decision today I may never know... I apologize for the bizarre update but this is something I needed to let out.
I leave my kind readers with this quote "Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future." Fulton Oursler
Till Next Time...
After much thought I finally submitted my letter of affirmation. In this letter you could either check whether you would like to stay for another year or decided to go to a different path. I decided that it may be my time to pursue other things so I made the decision to say no. Everyone at work was quite surprise with my decision including my boss; who in the end chose to support me.
I was given the first out of four of my rating evaluations and despite my conclusions about how disastrous my performance was I was given an excellent rating and a whole lot of positive feedback. This and the kindness and concern that I receive from my colleagues made me think twice about what I had just done. Did I make the right decision?
The ride home from work was absolute torture. The traffic gave me a lot of time to reflect upon my decision. My fear of not being able to find a better job than what I already had plagued me. Regrets still bare themselves in my head.Question like what would my parent say about my decision or what other people would think about me loomed.
Despite how we continuous tell ourselves to live life with no regrets or that we must always face our decisions we can't help but wonder and think about the What IFs.
Whether or not I made the right decision today I may never know... I apologize for the bizarre update but this is something I needed to let out.
I leave my kind readers with this quote "Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future." Fulton Oursler
Till Next Time...
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Happy Holidays
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Hey Everyone Happy Holidays...
Work has been keeping me busy but I'm currently spending some vacation time with my parents in Bangkok. I miss my friends in the Philippines, hope to see everyone soon.
Work has been keeping me busy but I'm currently spending some vacation time with my parents in Bangkok. I miss my friends in the Philippines, hope to see everyone soon.
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Thoughts about competition...
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Its been such a long time since I updated my DA so here are a few things that happened since then..
1. I finally graduated from college
2. I currently looking for a job and studying (well not really) for the board exams
3. Went to Ozine Fest in my sengoku gakuen costume
4. Watch a ton of horror films
5. Spent alot of time playing all sorts of video games
Ok back to cosplay, I been cosplaying for quite a while now and I be honest I use to compete a long time ago. The urge sudden came back a few months ago when dom and I decided to go through the sengoku basara cosplay and skit. Things didn't go as planed and we decided not to go through with the cosplay during the con. This really got my down because we put alot of hard work into our costumes. Now there are now other cons that are coming up with good competition opportunities. It has always been my dream to be able to step and compete in a the world stage but competitions go a little differently here in the Philippines. Rules are very different and competing can turn into such a headache.
My friends have made me realize that no title or cosplay win would ever amount to the support, kindness and appreciation that I receive from them. I now no longer feel the need to compete for glory or fame or to prove that I have skill. I will continue to do the things that I love with the people that I love. I do hope that others find the same satisfaction that I do when I cosplay with my friends.
1. I finally graduated from college
2. I currently looking for a job and studying (well not really) for the board exams
3. Went to Ozine Fest in my sengoku gakuen costume
4. Watch a ton of horror films
5. Spent alot of time playing all sorts of video games
Ok back to cosplay, I been cosplaying for quite a while now and I be honest I use to compete a long time ago. The urge sudden came back a few months ago when dom and I decided to go through the sengoku basara cosplay and skit. Things didn't go as planed and we decided not to go through with the cosplay during the con. This really got my down because we put alot of hard work into our costumes. Now there are now other cons that are coming up with good competition opportunities. It has always been my dream to be able to step and compete in a the world stage but competitions go a little differently here in the Philippines. Rules are very different and competing can turn into such a headache.
My friends have made me realize that no title or cosplay win would ever amount to the support, kindness and appreciation that I receive from them. I now no longer feel the need to compete for glory or fame or to prove that I have skill. I will continue to do the things that I love with the people that I love. I do hope that others find the same satisfaction that I do when I cosplay with my friends.
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A Quick Greeting
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Happy New Year Everyone!
I hope everyone receives numerous blessing this coming year. I'm still trying to enjoy the holidays while they're still here. School is around the corner still haven't done anything but that's ok ahhahahahah.
I hope everyone enjoys their new year celebrations. Thanks for all the friendship and support that you guys gave me.
Till Next Time
I hope everyone receives numerous blessing this coming year. I'm still trying to enjoy the holidays while they're still here. School is around the corner still haven't done anything but that's ok ahhahahahah.
I hope everyone enjoys their new year celebrations. Thanks for all the friendship and support that you guys gave me.
Till Next Time
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